D-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-damn!

Today makes it a year for me, but apparently not for him. I guess kisses can mean different things to different people. A year - is that a long time? I can't even really tell anymore. I guess it's a milestone for both of us, but I stopped looking forward to this day awhile ago, I think... it's just like any other day. Maybe we'll finally go to the movies. I would like to have a dance party.

Last night was I think the closest I've ever come to a panic attack. It was weird. Am I too emotional? Or are other people not emotional enough? I guess it doesn't matter. It's just crazy to me how differently people can see certain actions. And how those views might change over time. It makes you wonder.




He's pretty great.

In other news, I have been getting down to Cam'ron in the gym pretty hard. Killlaaaaa.